Dream
Who doesn't dream? What is life without dreams? Because of my habit of seeing one dream after another since childhood and the dreams that are coming true, life seemed to be moving towards a real success. I used to dream of fulfilling even small desires and the dream was coming true. One desire after another lingered in my mind. In this process, in the month of Baishakh, the 27th spring of my life, another dream came true in my life. Happy marriage to my wife Sapna which was a dream. The dream was very beautiful, simple in nature and friendly. Even when described from every angle, the description of her beauty was less. I would sometimes write in my diary a collection of past moments. No matter how much I wrote about the beauty of dreams. I always admired his love, harmony, respect and hospitality. Of course, just because of our recent marriage, we felt that no one would love us as much as we did. The words of her love, the words of waiting, the words of goodwill, the words of respect, and the words of her rites and hospitality, which she used to express to me, were all written in the diary. It seemed to me that there was hardly anyone in the world but him who loved me so much.
Coincidentally, my childhood friend Sanjay came to visit me on the day of my wedding. After returning to Australia, he is now returning to Nepal after 18 months. My wife and I took Savin's taxi downstairs to the airport to pick him up. Sanjay has become better and stronger. They have become like the actors of Bollywood films. He arrived at the airport. Hey How much change is happening after reaching abroad. He had come to Australia to study and work. I don't know why they are back now. Laughing, we headed home. We tried to spice things up by mixing different proverbs. He had come on a two-month leave. He lived in the house of another special friend of ours who had been living there for a long time. Sanjay had called everyone there after arranging everything. That's why Sanjay got a job in a fish factory after enrolling in a college. This is the information he gave. We reached home. Sanjay's house was next to mine. On his arrival today, we arranged food for all of us in our own home. Sanjay came to me carrying clothes and dream accessories. We sat together until 12:45 pm and had a good time.
"You must be very tired. Travel abroad. Now go to sleep," he said and went home. He had only father and mother. When I met Sanjay's parents the next morning, my son was feeling as if his son had come back. But they didn't know that Sanjay's dream was bigger than they thought.
The days went by. The dream told me about her dream. Her dream was to go abroad and earn a lot of money. This is what she used to say first. Now, with the arrival of Sanjay, his dream is getting priority again day by day. There is a discussion about this once a day, there is no day without it.
"Whenever there is village life, vegetable farming, traveling to the market, going to Kathmandu, going to see a movie, you have to come in tens of thousands" - these and similar things kept haunting me that night. Her eyes filled with tears. Sometimes life is not as easy and simple as you think. For the first time in my life, I had to express my inability to meet him. Because that was not the subject of my reach. For one thing, I love my country so much that I can't leave it. Second, I did not have the strength to go to Australia at that time. I must say it is not so false.
From the fifth day of Sanjay's arrival in Nepal, this issue had entered among us. The discussion between us grew so much that on the nineteenth day of his arrival, we both went to Sanjay's house. Sanjay had arranged to have dinner with him. I couldn't hide my dream and explained in detail. I don't have to study, I don't have to go abroad to work, I'm just ready to do anything for my wife's dream. My only thought was to fulfill her dream anyway. This is what we both did in front of Sanjay.
Sanjay came up with a plan. Going to Australia on a dependent visa after marrying my brother-in-law's paper in court. I didn't know anything about this.
“I have been married for 18/19 months. Again, how to do court marriage and paper marriage? I asked.
"It's not yours, it's mine." He said.
"With whom?"
"With brother-in-law."
“Oh! So who is the brother-in-law? Where are they Chupa Rustam came with such a plan without giving me any information. ” I said.
"That's him, brother-in-law," he said with a laugh. Dream come true I couldn't control my anger and applied a slap. He didn't say anything and started reminding me.
“Look at the remnants, brother-in-law is brother-in-law. I also believe in my brother-in-law, but in order to fulfill my brother-in-law's wish, you must have a paper marriage with my brother-in-law, for which 3 witnesses are required. You know this is fake. I know and our family knows. What else is needed? Faith is a great thing, friend, the world is run by faith. In this way, many of our brothers and sisters have succeeded in earning dollars by going abroad. Their wishes and dreams have come true. ” He started reminding me of these things.
By 2:45 pm, the conversation between the three of us took a turn and squeezed. When I came back from Sanjay's house, I remembered the dream a lot, but she insisted on Sanjay's words. I'm just falling down.
Things started playing in my mind. ”After all, what is there to go? You will never see a foreign country again. When he reached there, he met P.R. After the two of them divorced each other and got married to me again, I am also abroad.
I started dreaming like my dream. The football of things was going on in my mind all night.
I agree, my wife agrees, friend Sanjay agrees, what else is needed. As Sanjay said, I signed the dream and the so-called fake divorce paper prepared by a lawyer. I became one of the three witnesses needed for Sanjay and Sapna's paper marriage.
From that day on, neither sleep at night nor peace during the day. She was confident that her dream would come true. Today, Sanjay's two-month leave is almost over. On the other hand, Sanjay has made all the arrangements to bring the dream together. My mind was heavy. Not knowing the dream, I made many requests not to make me alone. All useless Overnight, my request had begun to fade. She started to act as if she didn't even listen to me. By the time I remembered, she had fallen into a deep sleep. He said that he knew the person he loved the most from his heart. That's why I had started talking to myself that I would hear a dream somewhere. But I was not heard. I lost. Finally, on 8th July, 2073, at 8:45 pm, my beloved Sapna boarded the plane and left for Australia with Sanjay.
Now day and night seemed long to me. When the sun rises, it is like when the sun sets. And when night fell, I would wait for the sunrise. Many things were going on in my mind. He solved all the problems by video chatting on Viber and Messenger. Even when she went there, she would cry. This process continued for one month. She used to talk to me about not being able to get a job, not being able to give Sanjay time.
From the second month, Sapna also started working. When you don't have the person you love the most, the fun place and the atmosphere will be a waste. Now I was in a hurry to get a dream divorce with Sanjay. After that, the dream of returning to Nepal was waiting for me to take her with me.
Days, months, and years passed. I could not understand anything. I would scatter like a fire every night. Sanjay and Sapna used to look at the photo of their marriage in Bhadrakali. In the photo, Sanjay was wearing a barmala. Sapna also wore a necklace around her neck. The dream was stuck with him. Her expression showed that she was Sanjay's wife, not mine. His attention was drawn to Sanjay more than anyone else. She looked as if a magnet was pulling iron towards Sanjay.
“Damn, you think so bad! She may have become Sanjay's fake wife on advice. She is Sanjay's real wife! You have such unnecessary doubts! ” Looking at the photo, I suddenly started thinking like this.
"Then why didn't you call?" Those who could not stay apart even for a moment without leaving, even left to communicate well as soon as they left! At times, she even spoke as if she were speaking in vain. Why? ” I could not understand anything.
Calling her today stopped calling her tomorrow rather than calling her tomorrow. Sometimes she would say that I was busy doing it. The mind does not obey. Instead of auspicious, the ominous sign began to raise its head. I started thinking a lot even though I didn't want to.
One day I contacted a special friend after I refused. He was also talking after a long time. He had started a fight with Sanjay and started living separately. Why When I asked him, what he said started to go downhill in my dream. I was in the middle of the landslide. Stones were coming from all around me. They tried to cover me, somehow I saved myself. This process went on for a long time. My efforts to save myself were proving futile. Because the mud of the landslide had started drowning me. The higher I tried to climb, the more I fell into the mud. Coincidentally, I was about to die and had seen death up close; at the same time, I saw a great stream of water flowing alongside the mud. Now there was no doubt that he would not survive. There was no other option but surrender. Amazing! Bhal washed away the mud and along with the mud he also carried me away and threw me on the side. As far as I know, then there was darkness all around.
When I woke up, I was lying on a cold rock. Jiu was almost shivering from the cold. I looked to the east and it was getting brighter. The west is still dark. I tried to get up. Could not Slowly I regained my composure. I tried to stand on the cold stone. Could not Somehow I managed. I blinked for a moment and tried to remember everything. The landslide came to mind. I remembered until the landslide washed away. At the same time, Sanjay and Sapna were laughing at me and when they saw me, they both seemed happy at my loss. They are conspiring to trap me.
“Come on! The ant was crawling on its arm. While talking to the special on the phone, I have fallen asleep due to the information given by him. When he came back from sleep, his body was drenched in sweat. What happened What a surprise! The dream is a dream. Just fun to watch. It seems to be painful when broken. I looked at the table, my dreams and my picture began to blur. I started to see Sanjay's figure getting darker in my place.